Huwebes, Enero 21, 2010

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1
Pumili ng isang tula. Isulat
sa piraso ng papel. Itiklop,
ipambayad.


2
Bilangin ang madaraanan ninyong pulubi
at taong-grasa sa lansangan. Isulat
kung ilan ang nabilang sa piraso ng papel.
Ipambayad.


3
Magdala ng rosaryo.
Ipambayad.


4
Matulog sa biyahe.


5
Magkunwaring tulog.
Sumandal sa katabi.


6
Magdala ng isa o dalawang kahon
ng beer. Mamahagi sa mga kapuwa pasahero,
sa kundoktor, pati na rin
sa tsuper.


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In my dreams, we hold hands.


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Sabado, Enero 16, 2010

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He already knows the way home.


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Biyernes, Enero 8, 2010

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Tagsibol

Habang pinanonood ang Princess Sarah, nakatihan niyang tanungin ang ama: Ano po ang tagsibol?

Saglit na tumigil sa pagbabasa ng dyaryo ang lalaki, inayos ang salamin sa mata, at sumagot: Itanong na lang natin kay Kuya Kim.



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Huwebes, Disyembre 31, 2009

What you will be reading next is an excerpt from a not-so-long entry I wrote on my long-forgotten-journal this afternoon. (In a way, that handwritten entry is my year-ender special. However, I would only allow myself to publish this particular part.):

If one is to ask me the highlights of the year, I'd simply state things that were happy, events that formed me positively in dealing with the craft of writing, instances when I break certain rules and that I am glad to do so, never regretting any moment of it. But I just realized that all of those happenings occurred during the latter half of the year: I am reviewing myself as a third year college student/striving amateur writer, even if in reality during the first part of the year, there was that sophomore college student who once confessed that she was afraid of liking a certain person - the person who sent her a message last New Year - a text message which she would, after almost a year, realize started the whole thing; who cried during a confession in the college chapel after admitting to the foreign priest that it had been seven years since her last confession (and actually, it was also her first); who had her future told by a kind man with anime inspired tarot cards, the reading took effect that very same evening which caused her to go to school the next morning wearing faux eyeglasses, trying to hide the swelling of her eyes, the constant threat of more tears spilling; who, still wearing the deceptive eyeglasses, cried her heart out to a friend while convincing herself that she had been a fool to hope, an idiot to believe in hope - not caring about the variety of stones that she could pick in the Zen Garden, not noticing the piercing gold rays through the branches of the huge trees, not realizing that a lot of passersby could see her; who, now keeping away the fake eyeglasses, cried again to a different friend- but this time she laughed while sobbing, taking in the shock of the whole dilemma; who, in the evening, shocked another friend by unconsciously letting out a tear when she realized that her friend wrote, in neon pink ink, a name on her arm, on this particular sophomore's untoned arm.

It was the saddest day of 2009: a cold, cold, cold February Thursday.

Happy New Year! :D

Sabado, Disyembre 19, 2009

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"No entry my ass," he said.

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Sabado, Disyembre 5, 2009

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People care too much, too wrong.

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Huwebes, Nobyembre 26, 2009

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Does not count.


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Martes, Nobyembre 24, 2009

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In a Place Called Home

In a place called home, there are no door knobs. Only doors with holes and one takes the risk of being splintered.

In a place called home, there are spaces wanting to be filled: on the couch, on chairs around the dining table, in the shower, on a bed, and under a pillow

is a notebook. Because a place called home feeds itself with secrets - the vintage wine must keep on flowing in a pyramid of dainty glasses.

In a place called home, there is always someone who gets tired of calling it home, of filling its spaces, of watching wine glasses break.

In a place called home, there are no door knobs. Only doors with holes and one takes the risk of being splintered.

(November 24, 2009)

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Huwebes, Oktubre 15, 2009

Dapat yung fiction portfolio ang inaatupag ko ngayon e. Pero, ewan ko ba.


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Lunar Cycle

Every woman loves to be served breakfast
in bed. But the moon does not know time.
She knows no break of dawn,
and only has night to accompany her.

After a period of rest, the moon settles herself
on her blinding corona. She prefers silence
while taking delight in sampling the bittersweet feast
the night has to offer. Her moonbeams
search the lands for sumptuous delicacies:
an empty impression on one side of the bed,
dried traces of tears on a throw pillow,
the hot breath from the searching mouths
of lovers, a whore’s kiss violently smeared
on a shirt’s collar, embers
of what used to be a letter, the dust
between two golden rings neatly
tucked in a velvet cushioned box -
no one knows exactly when the feast will stop.

The moon does not know time.
but she can tell if she is already full and satisfied.
Wrapping herself with thin sheets of clouds,
she sleeps. Bit by bit, she buries herself
in the comfort of the darkness. She hides,
leaving a silhoutte showing off her bedcovers,
intricately designed with constellations
and what else we have yet to discover and discern.

The moon does not know time.
But she wakes up in an instant because of a sound
that she believes to have come from her hunger.
There is no way for her to find out that it is only
the repetitive crumpling of paper from a poet’s room.
A room so concealed that she has been unaware of that space,
her moonbeams do not bend enough to be able to reach it.

And as always, she begins the feast
by reclining on her majestic corona.

(October 7, 2009 - edited October 15, 2009)
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